Absolute Future

Currently listening to: "Brees of Plague" - Well Behaved Women

I just failed another god damn test in networking. It never occured to me that I could ever be in danger of failing a computer class, of all things. It's probably because I've been distracted with a lot of things lately. I've made the decision to make an attempt at quitting smoking. Not because of what it does to your body, it's because of Laurel. I don't want her to start smoking, especially because of me. And when I do around her, it just makes me feel really guilty, like I'm almost shoving a cig into her face and making her smoke it. I wouldn't mind if she did smoke, but if she's going to make that decision, I want her to make it for herself, and not because I do.

So my grades have completely nosedived over the past two weeks. Didn't help that I didn't go to school because of Laurel, and definately didn't help that my parents claim that I have to pass all my classess, even though guidance has already told them that I only need 5 classes to have a half-day schedule next year. I need to pass English, Algebra, AP World, Video Production, and Networking, because of my stupid credits that I got in middle school. Despite what everyone thinks, I really don't need Biology at all, because I took AP Biology in 7th grade and I passed the HSA. If I needed it, I definately wouldn't be taking regular bio, and I would definately go to class every single day. My parents have taken everything except for my iPod and my phone. They even took away my Xbox live, which I actually pay for. Now I might lose my spot on my Halo team, and that would make me pissed.

Currently listening to: "Macaulay McCulkin" - The Fall of Troy

The bell's gonna ring on me here. Fuck, I'd rather stay here and write a really long blog, since Laurel has to go in for lunch. But I'm gonna go walk with Allie, and possibly troll Zach about his "14 year old" girlfriend who apparently is ugly as fuck. Our band wrote a song yesterday! And to be honest, it really didn't sound all that bad. If we keep writing stuff like that, we might be able to play a few shows over winter break. I had a brief conversation with Ana yesterday. Things are exactly how they always have been, sadly. Probably not gonna change. I wish our band was a metalcore band, to be honest. We just got a project in web development. I'm considering blowing the entire thing off, completely. Oh well.

Fuck Mr. Breese, and fuck computer classes.